Thursday, December 31, 2009
Going out to ECP with Kevin and Claire soon. Gonna do some soul-searching and maybe eventually get happier?? Don't know what they have in store later..
Now i believe whats karma.. What goes around comes around... Idid exactly what he is doing to me now to him earlier this year...
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Yesterday spent my time to train the Part A cadets, though he does not appreciate it and thinks we sucks , as far as i am concern we are training them as far as we know how to.. Spend the night thinking about SOMEONE, cant really sleep...
Today since my mum close shop, i woke up at 8a.m.. Bathe and went to town council and HDB to pay some stuffs then went geylang with my mum and dad to eat. After that went to E-Hub to watch "Chaw". A really nice show, recommend people to watch it... Today really perks my mood up XD.. See you guys next time..
Saturday, December 26, 2009
I decided to open my blog once again.
Deleted those post not meant for people to ready and here you are reading..
This year my holidays is filled with meetings, duties and lots of crappy stuffs.
Thank god i got the Hainan trip to help me relax or i would be worse now.
This year is also an eye opener for me, i ..........
No one can understand me right now, the guiltiness, anger, sadness, emptiness all mixture of emotions make me want to burst, jump down from a high building, just to end my life...
When people ask me why am i always busying myself with things usually i would just smile and walk away sometimes i would just answer the standard answer "I love doing it" but no one knows i am doing it to get myself busy to avoid me thinking of negative things which makes me devastated each time a pinch of it is revealed to me. Imagine a pinch of that painful memory revealed to em and i cant bear it , how can i bear the whole of it?
Lots of things happen throughout this year. So i would want to thank my friends who listen to my weal and woes and advise me on what to do..
Thank you Nicole, Eileen and Jeanne :)
Apart from that i have 2 friends who are always there for me, always have the time to go out with me or should i say the only friends i go out with???
Thanks Kevin and Claire, stay strong yeah?
Thats all for now.
