A lot of things had happen these few days...

One of them stuck on my mind and it is very difficult to be removed as if it had been put together using super glue...

This goes out to all those i have hurt intentionally or unintentionally
- If you think throughout the time you were presenting your proposal, that i am not listening or being disrespectful, just a reminder, have i treated you in such a way before? I always advice others to respect everyone around him including himself and you are thinking i am going against my own words???

- If you think i cause interruption in your presentation which in turn cause you to not present according to planned, following the script its to see how you adapt to changes & how you work under pressure...

Bottom line is do not hate me just because i push you too far because its for your own good. I had rather you know your weakness now then later when your juniors correct you. I have been there and the felling totally sucks... I am kinda disappointed that after years of knowing me you still do not know my character... you chose to think and assume that i am alike to someone whom you know i have always try to differ from.

sideline to the 3 that have been affected by the numerous decision of the exco... I am not going to force you all, you control your own life. just choose what you truly want and tell me because whats the use of you being forced to do what you don't like and give attitude and cause a lot of unhappiness....

I am really looking forward to the date to the ascension of the juniors to our position...

Ending with a a question which has been ringing in my mind since yesterday night...

Why am i in this position and whether am i truly fit to assume this position...

Wednesday
I can only remember that i follow the sec 1 NCC cadets to HQ to collect uniform by PUBLIC transport..

Thurday
Cant really remember much but i think it should be one of the better days. Just remembered that i did stock check with some juniors until 7.30p.m.

Friday
After Friday prayers went back to school to complete task for the next day funfair... Settled the games booth stuff and duty list, went home at 8.00p.m. Dont want elaborate more, a bad day.

Saturday
Reported to school at 6.45a.m. Did admin stuffs then board the bus and reach CDAC HQ at 7.45. Gathered, briefed then flag off at 7.55a.m. for the walkathon. Was told to be the flag bearer during the briefing. Felt really honoured... Reached school at 9.45a.m. then take picture while the Principal, SMC Chairman and Alumni Chairman plant that stupid tree... Should not elaborte more as it was once of the worst day in my history.

Sunday
Finally can relax at home.... 2.00p.m., as per normal, need to work. Th ejuniors came by to accompany me during the work, thanks guys..

Monday
Morning 8.00p.m. reach school for prefect workshop. Workshop was ok lah, skipped all those boring stuff, sec 3 prefects you know what i mean XD... Talk to the sec 3s, tried to give them advices. Then move to Sec 1, played ice breaker followed by lunch, After lunch dont know what happen le, because i need go work again... so work and work thent he juniors came accompany me again... They are really a bunch of lovely people...

Tuesday
Met in school at 8.30 then went to escape theme park with the class.. I serioously had alot of fun, was laughing too much till my mouth ache.... Though i was tired, i still need to go to work, but asked my mum whether i can start later... XD work work work, the juniors come again.... haha i can never thank you that much :) Today was one of the happy memories that i would keep...

Looking forward for tomorrow and hope that it would be another happy day :) I would try my best to attend the bbq k?