A lot of things had happen these few days...

One of them stuck on my mind and it is very difficult to be removed as if it had been put together using super glue...

This goes out to all those i have hurt intentionally or unintentionally
- If you think throughout the time you were presenting your proposal, that i am not listening or being disrespectful, just a reminder, have i treated you in such a way before? I always advice others to respect everyone around him including himself and you are thinking i am going against my own words???

- If you think i cause interruption in your presentation which in turn cause you to not present according to planned, following the script its to see how you adapt to changes & how you work under pressure...

Bottom line is do not hate me just because i push you too far because its for your own good. I had rather you know your weakness now then later when your juniors correct you. I have been there and the felling totally sucks... I am kinda disappointed that after years of knowing me you still do not know my character... you chose to think and assume that i am alike to someone whom you know i have always try to differ from.

sideline to the 3 that have been affected by the numerous decision of the exco... I am not going to force you all, you control your own life. just choose what you truly want and tell me because whats the use of you being forced to do what you don't like and give attitude and cause a lot of unhappiness....

I am really looking forward to the date to the ascension of the juniors to our position...

Ending with a a question which has been ringing in my mind since yesterday night...

Why am i in this position and whether am i truly fit to assume this position...