Saturday, April 3, 2010
Been having sleepless since that Saturday when someone told me about something... Messaged them but got very little reply, which is unusual... Dragged on day by day by day... Started to message someone else then start getting replies and night by night the message got more deeper... He was my friend at night when i could not sleep and he accompany me till i sleep. When he and the others go off, my whole life was so quiet its as if i am a new boy in school. After school going home straight, no one to talk to and study with...
I don't know why must i have this kind of feeling.... I have gone through worse than this and i did not even think or feel anything about it...I felt so helpless, cant study, cant eat, cant sleep, cant communicate with my friends.... I am like a living zombie...I would leave to got to decide for me, i am tired and need some rest...
Thanks to all those people who have been trying to cheer me up, my best friend, my classmates, my exco and my prefects.... Just ignore me for now, thanks again
To those who cared for me:
I would try to be happy again but give me time to face all this nonsense feeling first. Would be me again soon..