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Saturday, June 12, 2010

I am having a mixed feeling... I am just weird... I am feeling pissed with myself for being so... haish.. i am worried for those juniors both in NCC and in prefectorial board... hope they don't quit in their struggle... Tired of life, homeworks and studies.... Disappointed with myself in not achieving what i want.... there are a lot more... the worse one is feeling very tired of wearing a mask... its probably easy for you guys to ask me to just put it down... its easier said than done.... really hard....it has already been in tuned into my life..... life???? its just a stage for actors... the bas actors suffers openly but the good actors suffers secretly... probably i would private my blog soon so i can pour my feelings out without anyone knowing... don't really want my loved ones to worry for me..but i need some where to pour that feelings out... so that i can carry on acting on the stage of life..

i danced @ 1:45 PM