I am so disappointed with myself.. Just because of my own selfishness someone who is so strong, so good and a potential suffered lots of setbacks alone... It was so bad that he build walls around him to protect himself. The wall which forever changed him.. And i still dare to reprimand someone for being selfish... LOOK at YOURSELF, hisyam. Who are you? Because of you someone happiness was destroyed. his childhood been scarred forever. just because of your fears? Does multiple betrayals from someone after what you have done, the tears, the concerns, the sleepless nights, the leaving of class early and return late just to be with him so that you can help him when he needs you, gives you the right to close your doors to others who needs it a lot more than the previous guy? Someone who look forwards to embrace it.. I don't know what you are thinking all this while, hisyam.. You need to accept your failures and not close yourself just because of that.. though its hard to do... Nothing is impossible if you tried your best..

I apologise for my mistake.. though you are willing to give me another chance.. what i have done to you would forever remain there and no amount of apology and effort can erase painful memories...