Tuesday, July 13, 2010
I am tired of everything. Tired of coaching people.. Talking to people.. Homeworks.. Assesments.. TYS... EVERYTHING.. Its like i need to do everything in this god damn world..... Not too sure whether my help is appreciated or taken note of or not...
For today only i was already approached by 3 juniors that they want to quit.... I dont know lah.. But i am disappointed.. Terribly..
The rehearsal is a failure.. I am a failure.. I screw the whole thing up... I am sorry prefects for wasting your time.. Really Sorry..
For today only i have misplaced my bag 3 times, book once and phone once.. Lucky Mr Teo, Chin Keong and Sok Kuan found my bag respectively.. I dont know whats got into me today.. I was like sriously blut.. Thought i lost my pencil but it is inside my bio book..
During maths more classic.. I turn the whole table upside down to find a worksheet.. guess where it is? ITS ON MY HAND... haish...
Adakah apa yang aku lakukan ini betul.. Kenapakah hatiku ini amat lembut sehingga senang untuk dipuji?? Aku amat penat dengan semua ini.. Siapalah aku ini.. Aku hanya seorang manusia... Aku tidak boleh buat semuanya....Aku betul-betul penat dengan permainan dunia yang tidak beputus-putus...