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Tuesday, July 6, 2010

When you tell me about it.. It broke my heart... you are such a pleasant girl.. This actually reminded me of how cruel this world is.. How unfair reality and fate is.. I am afraid to lose one more friend, but i know you are not going to give up easily.. I know you are a very strong girl who would not give up without a fight.. I am sorry that i took you for granted.. Always there to cheer me up.. Now its my turn to return your gratitude.. please allow me too.. i have been whining about how unfair life is but look someone else who looks happy is actually feeling worse...

I am ashamed of myself. I am a malay yet i can speak proper malay.. Even the MM or PM who is a chinese cant speak fluent malay.. Its such a shame.. A let down.. I dont know what to do.. I feel like i am so useless... I feel like i lose my identity....

i danced @ 9:06 PM