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Thursday, August 19, 2010

I really dont know how far i can go.. I am losing all hopes in motivating myself.. board has already been thrown far away and i am still not performing to my expectations.. i just dont know what i need to do.. I am so confused.. i dont even know what i am writing.. i just feel like confiding into someone.. but to confide into who??? who would understands my agony.. my pain.. . i am really so tired of life.. of being failure.. yes failure is the mother of success but who can stand failing always... whats wrong with me.. i dont even know myself anymore.. AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH... why is it so hard.????????

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